Showing posts with label 126. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 126. Show all posts

Friday, February 6, 2015

6 and Fitness Stuff

126.4

So now I've posted the intent to start strength training on Facebook, Tumblr and Blogger. So maybe I'd better actually do something about it, eh?

I have my handy old The New Rules of Lifting for Women, which is great but not perfect. Also it's written by a man, who has his own stupid manly thoughts about women's motivations in fitness and desires for aesthetic. Blech.

I just bought a Kindle copy of Starting Strength, which is not geared toward a particular gender, and focuses on only a few full-body lifting moves, but goes into extensive detail on how to do the lifts and why, which should make the physiology geek in me VERY, very happy.

I have some basic lifting equipment at home:
Simple weight bench that includes a lat pulldown bar
Barbells (~20 lb, not the Olympic 45 lb bar, and two handheld)
80 or 100 pounds in plates

Plenty to get me started. I look forward to the day that 100 lb is not enough.

Since my final straw was a moment of pure hatred at the culture that tells us women are weak and can't do pull-ups, my summer of 10 chin-up strength (I guess a chin-up is when your grip is palms-in and a pull-up is palms-out grip, which I didn't know then. I don't know how many pull-ups I could have done if I'd trained for it) was at 114 lb. If I pair that with my running-fit summer (though admittedly bulimic, unstable, and unhealthy) weight of 118.5-123, I come up with 114-123 as a goal weight range. I'm only a few pounds from that now, and I'm so low on muscle that I'm sure a few months of training will shrink me down considerably. I think that I could be sort of happy at a fit, strong 114-123.

Sunday, January 25, 2015

Thirty

126.4

I turned 30 at 5 pounds from goal.

I have made peace with that.

Not forever, but for today.

I tried on my size 8 jeans from when I was 18 - my bulimic summer. They fit. At my lowest weight that summer, they were just loose enough to be considered too big. My low weight that summer was 118.5. I am almost there.

Almost.

Sunday, November 30, 2014

30

126.2

Food: lots

This is looking had for the Dec 1 weigh in, but I have to go with what's on the scale tomorrow, regardless of whether I think it's "real" or not. 

On the plus side, I've been loading up on fiber for the last 3 days or so, so when I manage to stop eating like there's no tomorrow I should in bloat fairly quickly. I <3 fiber supplements. 

Bedtime: 127.8 with a gigantic food baby belly. I wanted a "worst case scenario" number. 

Friday, November 28, 2014

Sunday, November 2, 2014

2

126.2

Breakfast burrito 290
Jalapeño mozzarella 80
Trail mix 280
Cupcake 270 (920)

25 min puppy walk

Chipotle beef & sweet potatoes 250
Grilled chicken 100
(1270)

Wednesday, October 29, 2014

29

126.4 but I kinda saw that coming. 

Still crazy thirsty but I'm peeing up a storm too.

Triscuits 180
Chocolate chip cookies 290
Mixed nuts 200 (670)
Coconut roast almonds 250
Chocolate milk 300 (1220)

25 min puppy walk with 3 one-minute runs

Friday, October 24, 2014

24

126.4

Hello 90% to goal.

Breakfast burrito 290
Triscuits 120
Jalapeño mozzarella 80
Bean chips 140
(630)

20 min puppy walk

Friday, March 21, 2014

Morning

Morning weight, after a light breakfast and lots of water: 126.2. I'm happy with that.

EDs and intestines don't get along

I have never abused laxatives. I rarely use them at all, and have never (until last week) taken more than a recommended dose. I have never truly starved. I've been plenty malnourished, but not the sort of thing that would screw up a digestive tract.

So where did mine get it's problems from?? My "130" set of progress shots shows an obviously distended belly. I was desperate for things to get moving again after I got sick, but nothing really worked until yesterday when I went with the old standby of coffee first thing in the morning on an empty stomach.

Boy, did that ever work. Have I mentioned how upset caffeine is making my stomach these days? Yeah. But I got relief.

Today I finally hit below 127 again, 126.4. I got a 32 ounce iced tea on my way to rehearsal. Still caf, but it seems to be the least irritating and I had a long day about to start.

I got to campus and cleanout, round 2 started. Got put "on call" for work, so headed home after rehearsal instead. Come bedtime, all I've had is a south beach snack bar, a mozzarella stick, and a slim fast shake. Under 500 calories. I'm getting that deep, gnawing hunger. I think, "I'll have a big dinner tonight. I'll eat what I want." I decide to weigh myself first.

125. FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS HOLY. MY SCALE JUST TOLD ME I WEIGH 125.

Feck feck feck. I did still have a decent sized donned, but not the free for all I was planning. 125. I want to see that number again.

Saturday, March 1, 2014

Records are made for breaking

I had half a Slim-Fast before rehearsal and half after. A half shot of goldschlager. I was out of it after that... Told waiterguy I needed to eat so we ended up ordering pizza for the group. But the pot came out and I made my exit before it arrived. Now I just desperately want some sleep.

Evening weight 126.6.