The body hatred is back with a vengeance.
The weight is real. I have put on inches. Plural. Everywhere.
THE WEIGHT GAIN STOPS NOW.
I'm on my last day of antibiotics for the tummy issues. I have had to eat with them twice a day, which makes me hungry all day because I don't usually eat breakfast. Breakfast wakes up my hunger and it never goes back to sleep.
Current measurements: 34/30/39, ribcage 31"
I have just over 6 weeks until the Chicago trip. Just over three weeks until Goodwill Hunting day.
Current measurements: 34/30/39, ribcage 31"
I have just over 6 weeks until the Chicago trip. Just over three weeks until Goodwill Hunting day.
So, today is the grocery shopping, food prep, planning day. Tomorrow is action.
i'm sorry that you hate your body right now. i'm sorry. it's awful. nobody should ever hate their vessel. because that's what it is. a vessel.
ReplyDeletei can hear the frustration in your post, hun. i'm sorry. i really am.
breakfast does the same thing to me. i always eat breakfast, and then i end up with the same problem.
i love you lots.
-Sam Lupin