I ate as much as I cold hold at lunch. And that's all I ate. Didn't plan it that way, it just happened. WS sent me home with leftovers, as she does at every holiday meal. I don't know if I can eat them. There's an egg casserole which SHIT I was thinking was ok but it's got hash browns in it, fruit salad which is delicious and nutritious but loaded with sugar and I've had issues on & off with fruit since the very beginning. Coffee cake with pecans & craisins and brownie cream cheese pie.
I don't usually have a big problem with throwing out food now & then, but it feels like throwing out her hospitality. Even if I stick it in the freezer, though, it's inviting a binge later. And I don't want the ugly *taste, but don't swallow* thing that's happened several times in the last few weeks to become a pattern again.
Compromise: I need to fuel for work, and the egg casserole has lots of protein and not all that much potato. I'll eat it before my shift tonight.
The other stuff will probably rot in the back of the fridge because I'll put off making a decision until I forget about it altogether...
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